crisis of character

in only one second
beating hearts
distant castles
i let you in
fireworks
and taken
opportunities
you were right there

quiet drives
summer nights
watching your hand
lonely on the wheel
can i save you?
would you have me?
sunsetting on fields
changing loves

one choice reacts
to one situation
one day i wake
to find i have changed
myths of contentment
fool my hands
and now they search
for yours

this happened before
i thought i could
stop it
but i could never
stop it
my choices are my own
i let you in
i wish you were right here

one choice reacts
to one situation
in only one second
i let you in
who am i now?