revisit

how long could our love last?
not forever, you've said.
nothing lasts forever, you said.
then, i knew we wouldn't last.

you're taking to long to think.
i'm leaving you, i've said.
and i spoke what shouldn't be said.
you never wonder what i think.

i'm braver in my wishes.
do you think i could make it?
without you, i think i can make it.
i am too distant from my wishes.

the seaside is a haunting place
with shores of wanting.
it leaves me hollow and wanting,
looking to sleep and fill your place.

revisit this doorstep in five years.
the empty knocking on my heart
and the regrets of following my heart
will find me missing out on happy years.